Sunday, December 26, 2010

6. nothing left to lose

i love you.

im sorry

happy belated one year and nine months anniversary :)

' aku janji, janji takkan pergi.'

Friday, December 24, 2010

5. salute!

taylor momsen
the pretty reckless

thanks for all your great songs, keep rocking !

4. dunia dan manusia

arrghhh ! tadi aku tengah main game syok syok, and tiba tiba je otak kecik aku ni dok terfikir pasal benda yang aku nak cerita ni laaa. aduyai memang potong gila !

okay aku pun tak tahu nak start macamana. actually, aku dah penat layan kerenah orang, perangai orang, ragam orang. yang paling penat nak jaga hati orang. habis hati aku ni ada ke diorang jaga? atlast sendiri juga kena jaga. macam orang semua cakap " semua orang xsempurna ,abis kau sempurna sangat lah? semua orang ada salah. aku admit aku pun salah. dan kau pun sama. kita sama saja. tak lebih tak kurang. aku tahu aku pun ada buruknya ada jahatnya.

actually apa kau nak sebenarnya dari aku untuk puaskan hati kau?
kalau aku ada silap cakap. cuba cakap kat aku bukan orang lain.

dulu maybe aku macam tu, tapi sekarang tak daaa. aku dah muak, malas, bosan semua. aku nak pandang depan je yang dulu and lama malas nak fikir. aku still macam dulu takkan berubah, tapi untuk kau saja aku berubah.

' boleh jalan macam biasa tapi tak macam dulu '.
im sorry. thats the best way. im not your decoy anymore.

aku tak kisah apa jadi sekarang. aku tahu apa aku rasa, apa aku nak, so jangan paksa aku buat apa yang aku tak nak. buat apa nak buat benda yang kalau diri sendiri tak nak kann? sekarang ni orang nak cakap apa cakaplah aku tak kisah langsung. cakap la sampai mulut tu dah penat cakap pasal aku. lagi aku dengar lagi aku jatuh baik tak payah laa. dan yang paling aku menyampah kan, aku buat ke aku tak buat ke mulut tu still tak berhenti cakap. hahah suka hati.

' orang yang betul betul kenal aku, mereka tahu.' dan terima kasih.

( jap entri ni macam emoo lebih, :P ahhh biarlah blog aku hiihiik)

p/s: aku still tak bole lupa pasal broga tuhh ! sampai sekarang tak bole stop senyum :) lagi lagi super hug from superfriends ( aan, miera, unta). thanks friends :D tak lupa boyfie i love you so

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

3. wearing a paramore tshirt to bed tonight - hayley williams

thanks to aan for telling me about this :


Paramore is (still) a band.- hayley williams

whatever happens, im still your biggest fan, PARAMORE.

"We are a team. We are a band. It's not just Hayley— it's not her band. Just because she's the lead singer doesn't mean she's the only one involved." - josh farro

Zac! I won’t ever sing over anyone else playing drums.” - Hayley Williams

Hayley - no matter what happens with our band, you’ll always be my little sister, even though you’re older than me.” - Zac Farro
source: paramore-daily
"I wish I could tell you how I feel, and show you what's inside of me is real, don't know what I'm waiting for, can't explain it anymore."- my number one by paramore

"You blew up the world I built for us, destroyed our secret universe, threw out the trust I put in you, making me feel like I'd been used" - hello hello by paramore

"Help me come back down, from high above the clouds, you know im suffocating, but i blame this town, why do I deny,the things that burn inside, down deep I'm barley breathing, but you just see a smile" - adore by paramore

"I could follow you to the beginning, just to re-live the start, maybe then we’ll remember to slow down, at all of our favorite parts" - all I wanted by paramore

"We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't.We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.It takes some time to let you go and it shows."- all we know by paramore

"Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever singTell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever seeTell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?" - born for this by paramore

"Breathe for love tomorrow, cause there's no hope for today, breathe for love tomorrow, cause maybe there's another way"- breathe by paramore

"Keep your feet on the groundWhen your head's in the clouds" - brick by boring brick by paramore

"And I'll wave goodbye, watching you shine bright (You shine bright, you shine bright) and I'll wave goodbye tonight."- brighter by paramore

"Open your eyes like I open mine, it's only the real world, a life you will never know, shifting your weight to throw off the pain." - careful by paramore

"I thought that we'd make it, because you said that we'd make it through, and when all security fails will you be there to help me through." - conspiracy by paramore

"They taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies, they taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, you little spies" - crushcrushcrush by paramore

"I think I know There is something I see in you It might kill me, I want it to be true." - decode by paramore

"Well I can't pretend that I don't see this, But it's really not your fault, when no one cares to talk about it." - emergency by paramore

"and i'm getting bored waiting around for youwe're not getting any youngerand i won't look back cause there's no useit's time to move forward." - feeling sorry by paramore

"You're always on display, for everyone to watch and learn from,don't you know by now,you can't turn back, because this road is all you'll ever have." - fences by paramore

"I never wanted to say this, you never wanted to stay, i put my faith in you, so much faith, and then you just threw it away." - for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic by paramore

"Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place, if we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday." - hallelujah by paramore

"Down to you, you're pushing and pulling me down to you, but I don't know what I." - i caught myself by paramore

" And here we go again, with all the things you said, and not a minute spent, to think that we'd regret, so we just take it back." - here we go again by paramore

"You locked all the doors, you felt it was safer that way, you put up a wall, and now your whole world is caving in." - just like me by paramore

"ignorance is your new best friend." - ignorance by paramore

"Somewhere weakness is our strength, and I'll die searching for it.I can't let myself regret such selfishness.My pain and all the trouble caused,No matter how longI believe that there's hope." - let the flames begin by paramore

"I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive, so I'm going to start over tonight, beginning with you." - miracle by paramore

"Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way." - misery business by paramore

"One day you'll get sick of saying that everything's alright, and by then I'm sure I'll be pretending, just like I am tonight." - never let this go by paramore

"I am nothing now and it's been so long, since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope." - my heart by paramore

"Next time you point a fingerI might have to bend it back or break it, break it of, next time you point a finger I'll point you to the mirror." - playing god by paramore

"Oh star fall down on me, let me make a wish upon you Hold on, let me think Think of what I'm wishing for." - oh star by paramore

"I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now, we're better off without you." - pressure by paramore

"If I told anybody, they would soon forget your name and you would never have a place.I always knew you'd fall through and now your proof." - rewind by paramore

"It's my best at your heartThe glass that rips your word apartIs it the guilt that keeps you up at night when your in bed?Well you can sleep sound honey, I'll return to attack." - stay away by paramore

"Won't someone stop this song, so I won't sing along, Someone stop this song, so I won't sing." - stop this song ( lovesick melody ) by paramore

"Now I'm a walking contradiction So tell me what's wrong with this picture Cause anyone can see that this is only permanent Temporary, so don't hurt me this time." - temporary by paramore

"You are the only exception." - the only exception by paramore

"And you’re so hateful sometimes Throwing punches at lies Fall from somewhere above Just to say you’re in love." - throwing punches by paramore

"take this time to realize that you always shut your eyes in the midst of trial and everything is always right and I think that it's time this battle must be won." - this circle by paramore

"I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending we're taking short cuts and false solutions just to come out the hero." - turn it off by paramore

"Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers; tower over me." - we are broken by paramore

"Just say it again and mean it.We don't miss a thing.You made yourself a bedAt the bottom of the blackest hole." - when it rains by paramore

" I’m not used to it but I can learn There's nothing to itI’ve never been happier." - where the lines overlap by paramore

"Now I can't trust myself with anything but this and that's what you get when you let your heart win." - thats what you get by paramore

"I've hoped for change and it gets better everyday I've hoped for change but still I feel the sameThere's something wrong 'cause everybody knowsThat we can do this on our own." - whoa by paramore

"Stuck on you till the end of timeI'm too tired to fight your rhymeStuck on you till the end of timeYou've got me paralyzed." - stuck on you by paramore

"And if you're listening, I miss you.And if you hear me now, I need you." - another day by paramore

"Living life inside a dreamTime is changing everything Forgetting all the memories And I'm forced into you just cause you're into me." - decoy by paramore

the beat goes on.

p/s : hayley got a new tattoo !


yeehaaa ! okay sekarang pasal broga. japp banyak lagi yang aku dah buat tapi paling ingat sekarang broga. yang lain kejap kejap lagi lah :). okayy so pasal broga. one word. AWESOME! . lagi best dari paramore concert yang aku pernah pergi rasanya maybe sebab ada kawan and boyfriend yang ikut hiihii. tapi bila fikir laa balik bila aku dengan diorang tak rasa macam kawan laaa. lebih dari tu kot.rasa macam family :) haih after jumpa rasa nak jumpa lagi nak jumpa lagi. kalau la boleh lepak and jumpa hari hari kan seronok. aku sendiri tak tahu nak cerita dari mana , yang mana satu ! semua nya BEST! dari awal sampai habis ! lagi lagi bila dah baca blog aan :) so aku rasa tayah cerita kott nanti bila dah dapat gambar bole la tengok sendiri



eh nak la cerita ! hehehe so malam tu aku tunggu syafiq datang dulu then baru gerak amik aan serta susu lembunya ( sorang koyak da jumpa! tinggal lagi 2) kat jusco then lepak jap makan kat pelita untuk saja saja nak abiskan masa sebab time tu macam awal plus lapar. after that, gerak bangi and at the same time kepala aku dok fikir "sempat ke tak aku sampai ofis ni before 9? aduhh kalau xsempat macamana? aku pun xpernah pula tengok muka boss aku bila naik hangin kan? apa salahnya tak?" sampai bangi, apa yang aku nak, tengok muka orang2 yang aku rindu and lamaaa gilaaa babi aku xjumpa ! so sampai, jumpa lagi 2 orang koyak. macam biasa la perempuan bila dah jumpa kawan lama kann apa jadii ~ peluk kuat kuat depan orang ramai sambil jerit jerit excited ! tapi kisah apa orang nak cakap or pandang. janji kitorang happy sudah. duduk 1 meja borak borak mengata masing masing sampai tak nak kalah. Yang ada masa tu beby ( nak gedik jappp bahaha), amad, amar, miera, aan, susu lembuu ( aliff hihii), unta, kurakura ( tapi aku rasa dia dah tukar species la kottt), scay, adi. time tuu, aku rasa mengantuk sangat tapi nak borak. after that, gerak brogaaa.yayay! sampai2, tengok kitorang jee yang ada.

then, start laaa explorace ( bak kata miera la kan) memang excited habis tak ingat punya. Rasa nak naik laju laju . sampai atas tu memang puas! lagi lagi dengan diorang ni ! tapi cuma tak dapat tengok sunrise je :( plus cuaca tu laa xbagus sikitt tapi still best kottt. next time kita pergi lagi okayy !:D thanks for the day, friends :D love you guys!

> tak sabar nak tunggu gambar2 from amad ! :D

1. finally.

okay, actually aku dah ada blog lama tapi aku tak tahu aku nak cakap apa. tapi hari ini aku dah nak start balik sebab aku tanak lupa apa yang aku buat, aku rasa, aku cakap and semua bendalah. so sekarang ni macam first post aku okayy :D